I know you wouldn’t want to have a loser like me
I am still a damned loser like what I used to be
But why do I feel this sudden attraction towards you
I feel so insane. How could I even like you?
I want to be with you even though pain will accompany me
I want to see you, to talk to you every minute of the day
But I want you to be happy because you deserve to be
I want you to feel love even though it might hurt me
I am insane for wanting you like this
I perhaps am already a terrible masochist
Why do I always fall for someone who doesn’t love me?
Why do I love desiring a heart who never desired me?