I am dead, withered like the fallen leaves
Waiting when’ll I be stepped by the thieves
Wanting to end this, this sorrow I feel
Wanting to know if this is just for real
Yes, you are indeed gone and it is real
As real as these metal bars of steel
But why do I cannot seem to steal
Away this hollow, emptiness I feel
Why cannot I just tear and rip you out
Off my ever damned heart and shout
That I no longer love you without doubt
And I’ve learned to figure everything out
But why you never even meant your words?
And why you never even bridged our worlds?
Why you never just said your sad goodbye?
Why you never ever just tell me why?
I believed you and that’s a fool of me
You nev’r been here when I’m in agony
You never been here when I needed you
You never been here when I am in blue
So now, what is the use of just waiting?
What is the use of even just wasting?
My dear precious life and time for nothing
Because you never even did a thing
So where are you when I needed you most?
When I am drowned in despair and so lost
When my ever terrible life’s at worse
You never even hear my cry and curse
How could I think I’m important to you?
What kind of fool I was to think you do?
How could I believed you indeed loved me
For you never did, just my fantasy…